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I want to be blithe .

2012-02-12T02:51:00.000-08:00

* WARNING . IT'S GONNA BE A LONG POST . *

HE'S BEAUTIFUL . ^^V

← He walks with attitude yet style .

← Good looking .

← Childish but protective :>

BRILLIAM . PHENOMENIALL . EXTRA ORDIN-HARRY . FABULOUIS . AMAZAYN ! heh .

I had detention -_________- for the first time in my life in bss on wed. wts . I hate this shittaye school and the shittaye people . Fugggg . Can't wait to graduate \m/ It is ~~traumatizing~~ , ~~terrifying~~ , ~~creepy~~ , HORRIFYING how time passes so quickly . School starts on a monday ... in the blink of an eye , its friday and the next thing ykw . The weekends are over . And its back to monday again :(

9 February 2012 , Thursday , 40/366 .

Went out with ma dearest bestie ♥ JoanneChin :D Hahaha ! Took 163 down to thomson plaza , ~~brings back memories :')~~ Ate snackers @KFC . $3.95 per set . So exxx . I thought used to be $2.90 ?? I topped up $1.70 to get cheese fries instead :3 We had a girls' talk as we ate ~ Then i went to buy prezzies for ma clarinet section ! That was the main reason why i went there actually . To buy presents ;-) I'm left with 3 more types of gifts to find ^~^ Anrd 4 o' clock , we left there and headed home ! Heh heh . I forgot to add in the fact that we camwhored in the toilet :P well , this was the very first "outing" we ever had together . ( Just the 2 of us , i'm not a lesbian k . ) So ya , that's why we camwhored . It's not like we're vain pots or smth ._.

10 February 2012 , Friday , 41/366 .

T.G.I.F. ♥

I had - physics - maths ( which was replaced by 3 periods of chemistry practical ) - history ( did a test , which turns out to be the only test that i had the most confidence in :/ ) . A short day with only 3 subjects . FYEAH . I went out for lunch with raudha . We bitched and gossiped @ McDonalds . Headed back to school for band ! Today's session was kinda relaxing ~.~ that's what i think .. Dinner-ed at soup restaurant at TPC . Comp-ed at 11++ to chiong ace-learning . Msn-ed with ftw . It's been a long time since we last talked . Slept at 1230 ^^v

11 February 2012 , Saturday , 42/366 .

Had a 1hr35min convo otp with ******* at night :D From 1040-1215 . It ended cause my phone died of batt x__x

TWO MORE DAYS TO VALENTINE'S .

♥♥♥

" 'Cuse me . You don't call the shots here ok . I DO . So gtfo this matter priest ? -___- " I fucking , yes , fucking HATE it when people call me " GRACY GRACY GRACY ! ^^ " I may seem ok on the outside but trust me , on the inside i'm like :

Did i give you the permission to call me that ? Da hell -.- Unless i give you the freaking permission , then you can call me that ok . Otherwise , just stfu & call me by my original name pls . I also hate it when people start acting arnd me like i'm their bf or smth ?! Quit rolling your head/chin on my shoulder can ? Fucking disgusting . I'm not a les k . Touch me here . Touch me there . What the fuck ? Do i look like i'm a product on display ? FUCK NO . "

Songs for this week :

~~I am not in love ,~~

or maybe i am .

Fatigue .

2012-02-04T02:32:00.000-08:00

ONE FUCKING DIRECTION .

You guys have no idea how much i'm obsessed with 'em .

I LOVE 'EM ALL .

ZAYN LOOKS FUCKING HOT HERE .

OMFGGGG . LOUIS :DDDDD

NIALLLLLLLLLLLL HOT-RANNNNNNN .

I actually dreamt of 1D's niall . He had the most perfect , crystal clear blueish-green eyes i've ever seen . I swear he was the hottest guy i've ever met in my dreams . & straight away i was smitten with him . I have absolutely no idea why i dreamt of him . I was like starin' at him into his eyes & he asked me if i wanted to go fer a ride on his motorbike . Obviously , i'll say yes so i sat behind and * VROOM * off we went ! I had my arms around his waist & i could feel his 6 packsss >< Niall was the hawtest guy i've ever met in my whole life i friggin swear . He was really charismatic . * faints *

♥

Screamed likea fangirl when i saw one direction's poster in the teenage magazineee .

*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

Y U SO HOT .

BIAS : LIAMJAMESPAYNE , NIALLHORAN .

So sexy , muscle-ly , perfect , tasty and hot . FYEAH .

Nothing really happened recently .

All my tests : Borderline :/

And the homework simply overwhelms me .

I know i say this sentence literally in every blog post .

Some videos to share , i'm prettaye sure you guys have heard 'em before ;)

This little girl .

2012-01-28T02:25:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYBODY . HOW WAS YE CNY ? FUN & FATTENING ? xD

It's been a week since i last blogged .

Takoyaki - one of the best food on earth you can ever find .

If i were to create a twitter name , it would most prolly be :

GR4C374NNN . hahaha . k . random . And if i had formspring , my name would be :

Tannnzxc .

Tbh , during the visiting , i wasn't really in the CNY mood due to the hugeeeee pile of homework and upcoming tests bugging me all day long :/ However i was really bored , sick and tired of smiling whenever i greet people . Oh wells .

( sorry if the food pictures are making you hungryyy . cause idk what to pictures to put ! )

Anyways , i find that this years' goodies at my relatives' houses were really (Y)(Y) . Because nearly every house had my favourite goody ! Can you guess what it is ? ( omg , i'm so lame . )

SPICYYY SHRIMP ROLLSSSSSSSSS ;9

I love 'em .

Last year when i went visitin' , only 1-2 houses had ↑ only lor :( i was so sad .

School is just asdfghykilmnoqwe . Hope you get what i mean :<

Valentine's day is comingggggg . Hehehe . Like i got any date like that . #foreveralone .

Single since 210711 . It's not J btw . ( We were over in april . ) So any rumours you hear after the twentyfirstofjulytwentyeleven , they're all completely untrue . If you insist on believing 'em , just fuck off and die . Hope you get banged down by a car . Just kidding .

Before i go , i've got 2 videos to share with you guys ! :D ↓

Will blog again next week :*

Cause you've got that one thing ;)

2012-01-19T23:33:00.000-08:00

ONE DIRECTION IS FUCKING AWESOME . i know the picture doesn't match the description . idgaf .

COOL RIGHTTTT .

It's : OPI Ink/China Glaze’s Skyscraper/OPI’s Last Friday Night/OPI’s Fresh Frog Of Bel Air .

Super random photos :x oh and one more to add :

Ain't he hot ? He's an actor and a teen icon as well . His name : River Phoenix .

School and studying are such chores T_T I can't believe i've actually thought of dropping out of school . I really did consider it for a minute or so , yknw ? :/ But i know it's an impossible choice to make . So i wonder what's gonna happen to me in the future ? Where am i gonna go ? I don't know where i'm going ... All of us wants to earn big $$$ to buy our desired car , apartment etc . In this competitve society , i'm lagging behind alr :( ugh . I know that if i study real hard right nao , the society wouldn't come down hard on me , pick on me . I don't wanna be a financial burden to my parents . I want to earn lots & lots of $$$ so that i can treat my parents to whatever they want ! As well as to repay 'em their : kindness , love etc etc . But firstly , i've gotta get my lazy self to start mugging hard :< I need motivation . A HUGE one . 'O' levels are inching nearer , day by day . Months , weeks and then days :( So depressing . LOL .

sorry for da wordy post :x

Went to bishan park mac with raudha on tuesday ? Got my chocolate flavored macaroon drink :3 super satisfied ;9 . Was supposed to meet this certain customer but ite , she didn't reply me texts . LOLWTH . Went to raudha's house afterwards to omegle >< Met a guy called hubert . Awh , he was really hot ♥

I'm so glad i didn't die from fear and terror on the spot when i went to the dentist on 190112 . Thank God it only lasted fer less than 10 minutes *phew* I could have died . It was terrifying . Especially since i saw my own blood + saliva .

CHINESE NU YEAR CELEBRATION 2012 was the best out of my 3years-and-counting in beatty . ^^ . Getting all cuddly with her during assembly huh ? Kcan . Lastlonglong . It's time .

WISHING ALL MA READERS OUT THERE A HAPPY NU YEAR ;D GET LOTS OF ANG POWWW OKKK ♥

You got ma heartbeat runnin' away .

2012-01-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

" You take my breath away . "

" And when you smile , the whole world stops and stares for awhile . Cause boy you're amazing , just the way you are . "

" Your smile is so fucking charming that my heart instantly melts at da sight of it . Seriously , i swear . "

Sorry for the past few boring blog posts :( I'll post an interesting one today kays ? ^.^ I'll update this lil © space of mine during the weekends , so do hop by here k ! :3

Sigh .

Certain people in life are so attention seeking .

Tbh , i also think that teenagers nowadays are getting overly despo .

Ohoh , McDonalds , McCafe strawberry macaroons milkshake is super duper yummy ;9 Y'all should try it yeah ? But ... it's super duper fattening as well . I feel lame . Oh wells ._.

CNY is cominggg !!! HOHOHO . ALL THAT MONAYE $.$ CHING.CHING. After cny , its valentines day . And i wonder what's gonna happen ? Who you're gonna go out with ? :<

I can't wait to be freed from all my posts / positions eg. council . I feel likea bird cooped up in a cage . No freedom to do w/e i want .

ROYCE , green tea chocolate is (Y)(Y) ttm :D

" Don't know , don't know if i can do this on my own . Why do you have to , l e a v e , me ? "

4056830968 .
I LOVE YOU .

everybody hurts .

I love you .

one thing .

Adieu, mon amour. ♥

She secretly fancied him .

2012-01-11T08:16:00.000-08:00

Kismet . n

Definition : Fate or Destiny ♥

My love for you is irrevocable .

" I close my eyes and the flashbacks starts , i'm standing there ... on a balcony in the summer air . "

" Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone . I'll be waiting . "

Sunday , 8 January 2012

Went to support jeremy's dance competition @ cineleisure with eddie & bernard . Bought stickies . Strawberries&Cream :9 Had a h2h with junbiao >:/ lazy to elaborate further .

And i swear , the homework pile is HUMONGOUS , and never ending .

One week = one test or more .

Damn . I missed NYJC's open house . There were supposed to be free popcorn , candyfloss etc etc . Andand goodies bagsss . Hourly lucky draws . Prizes are IPADs , H&M vouchers , Ben & Jerry's vouchers too ): awh .

this oreo cupcake is my h/p wallpaper . hahaha . omg . i lub food .

" who were you looking at ? "

2012-01-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYBIRD . BRAND NUUU YEAR , BRAND NUUU START & THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SUCKED :<

" The stitches on my mended heart is starting to come off . Ahhh . The feelings are coming back once more . "

I hate it when guys act all macho in their no. 1 uniform , act big , see you and then ignore you . Then in class , they behave likea total monkey -.- lameshitz .

Just read my old blog posts . omg . the first thing that came to my mind was " wo de tian ah . i didn't realise how childish i was . nao i know how ppl think of me alr T_T . " *cries*

I was dam sad on countdown day . ( new year's eve ) yknw why ? I finally received my FIRST $10 note from my customer & i spent it all on a hair cut . It turned out like shit . ( i mean , since when it doesn't ? :( ) money fly away alr ! D;

Since school has started . 'o' level is coming , ya-da ya-da . i'll blog lesser alr >:/ i feel mega stressed .

CIAO . XX .

A new beginning ;

2012-01-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

- Your love life.

Did you break up with anyone? : Hell yeah .

Did you meet anyone special? : Yeahhs .

Did you fall in love? ; It's merely puppy love . And my answer is , yes .

Did you get your heart broken? : Yes .

- Friends & enemies.

Did you meet any new friends this year? : Duh .

Did any of your friendships end? : I think some did >:/

Did you dislike anyone? : Yeap .

Did you make any new enemies? : Might have .

Did you resolve any fights? : Only some .

Who was your closest friend? : MY MOM . HAHAS . PROLLY JOANNECHIN ?

Did you grow apart from anyone? : Yeahhs ;(

Did you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? : Yes .

- In 2011, i...

[✓] Fell out of love.

[✓] Cried because i'd been hurt.

[?] Was disappointed in someone close.

[✓] Hid a secret.

[✓] Pretended to be happy.

[] Slept under the stars.

[] Kept your new years resolution.

[✓] Met someone who changed your life.

[] Met one of your idols.

[✓] Changed your outlook on life.

[✓] Sat home all day doing nothing.

[✓] Pretended to be sick.

[✓] Almost died.

[✓] Given up something important to you.

[?] Lost something expensive.

[?] Learned something new about yourself.

[?] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

[✓] Made a change in your life.

[✓] Found out who your true friends were.

[✓] Met great people.

[] Stayed up til sunrise.

[✓] Cried over the silliest thing.

[?] Was never home on weekends.

[] Got into a car accident.

[✓] Had friends who were drifting away from you.

[] Had someone close to you die.

[] Had a high cell phone bill.

[] Spent most of your money on food.

[] Saw a celebrity.

[✓] Gotten sick.

[] Liked more than 5 people at the same time.

[] Celebrated Halloween.

[✓] Had your heart broken.

[] Had a stalker.

[] Mooned someone.

[] Went over the minutes on your cell phone.

[] Come out of the closet.

[✓] Done something you've regretted.

[] Painted a picture.

[] Wrote a poem.

[] Posted a blog on MySpace.

[] Listened to music you couldn't stand.

[] Went to a sleepover.

[✓] Laughed till you cried.

[✓] Laughed till you peed in your pants.

[✓] Visited a foreign country.

[✓] Cut in a line of waiting people.

[✓] Told someone you were busy when you weren't.

- Intimate details.

What are you thinking about? : Nothing . Perhaps , HIM ?

Would you get married if you could right now? : NOPE .

How did you feel when you woke up today? : TIRED LIKE HELL .

Are you good at hiding your feelings? : NOPE , NEVER .

If you could change your eye color would you? : YESSS .

Have you ever had a really big fight with a bestfriend? : IDK . not sure .

Do you like to have long hair or short hair? : Long hair .

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? : Hahas , yea .

Which of your friends do you argue with the most? : hm . LisaNg ?

Who was your last text message from? : LeoHeeXian .

Who was the last person you rode in a car with? : i forgot . with mom , bro & dad ? ._.

Who took your profile picture?: Me myself and I .

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? : Cry .

Do you trust people too easily? : Think so .

What’s on your bedroom floor right now? : Nothing .

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life? : Mmm . yeah .

Last thing you ate? : Hokkien Mee .

shall do a proper update next time .

La grande finale ,

2011-12-24T00:50:00.000-08:00

Helloh everyone ! 2011 is coming to an end soon :O and :

" Every year comes and goes quickly as time flies . People change , for the better and some , for the worse . Sometimes , you wish that you could pause , rewind and fast forward certain moments in life but unfortunately we are not able to do so . We are only able to capture some , but not all , the good times in life and the others can only be replayed again and again from the faint memories that we can recall . Those memory will be kept in our hearts forever . We can forget the past but we must not forgot what it has taught us . "

TOM CRUISE ❤

On wednesday , 211211 .

Had a movie treat by tuition 'cher .

Tpc ( wait for nicold ^.^ ) > Ion basement to makan ( and i split green tea all over the floor (Y) ) > United Square ( N wanted to get fries ) > AMK hub ( h2h ) > Movie > Home . THE MOVIE WAS FUCKING AWESOME TTM . GHOST PROTOCOLLLL . Tom cruise's face is (Y)(Y) but the body ... erm :x

On thusrday , 221211 .

Paragon > lunch-ed @ some soba restaurant > Mommy donated $10 to this charity organisation thingy & i received 2 super duper cute bunny pouches xD cute ttm . y'all will see i when school reopens :3 && we took a with a fake santa :| keke ; the $10 was inclusive of a balloon for ma bro ( duh ) > takashimaya > shop shop shop :D > dinner-ed at this thai restaurant . awesome-ly tasty food they've got there :9 > home we go !

Reassessment is cominggg . Hope i'll do well .

I've finally decided on whut school bag to buyyy ( it's gonna be from amk hub ) & shoes as well ! CONVERSE FTW YAWWW . It's gonna cost $59.90 . And i'm gonna fork out $10 from my hard earned $$$ ( thanks to the blogshop ) .

And yay , business is good :) but i'm stopping it due to my 'o's . I ♥ my customersss .

Oh , and the next time i'll be posting , it's gonna be in 2012 and in a whole new blogskin . Till then . xx . Stay tuned .

#Decemberwishes ,

2011-12-17T02:44:00.000-08:00

HOT HOR . ABERCROMBIE & FITCH TOPLESS MODELSSS LEH . I DAM SAD . cause i didn't get the chance to take photo with them D':

" Being single is da best k . I've a phobia of getting myself hurt over this kind of stupid relationships . Otherwise , it would be the other party who gets hurt & i'll take 99.9% of the blame again t(-.-)t "

- ecarg nat . ( Psst , it's grace tan spelt backwards )

All i have to say , is that on the 14 December 2011 , the band chalet was freaking awesomeee :>

I sincerely think that the sec2s did a really GREAT job ! :D G-double 'O'-D JEY OH BEE , good job !

Sec2s , your hardwork & effort paid off okayys ?

I felt a sense of belonging when i was 'bout to leave on the first day (;

AND HOLY F*** . School's reopening soon :O That means a hell lotta stress is coming ma way & i need to start burning all my fats away before the first P.E. lesson of 2012 arrives . BAHHHH :<

I still needa buy school shoes & stationaries . Sport shoes / converse shoes ? I have no idea :/ myuk / smiggle ? idk whether i'll be getting a new bag or not ... & i've got a hundred and one things to do before the holidays end . ↓

▲ Go out with joannechin ♥ ( watch alvin and the chipmunks 3 )

▲ Go out with B.E.S. ( Christmas gift exchange )

▲ Write christmas cards , preparer gifts .

▲ I was hoping for one final clarinet section outing and that i could make it ! >.<

▲ Chiong homework .

▲ Pack my table(s) . x_____x

▲ Make new year resolutions . Eg . Be less vuglar .

Confession #13 :

I always listen to sad love songs when i go to school . It makes me happy yet sad :O idk why . i think i must be mad yknw . That's why i go to school with a " D: " face .

SHALL END OFF WITH 2 SONGS . going for a X'mas party nao . xx .

" Sometimes it lasts in love but

sometimes it hurts instead . "

--Adele < someone like you >

Noël arrive, bébé!

2011-12-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

boo ya .

Confession #10 :

I think that sam tsui has a GREAT voice . All his covers are so (Y)(Y)

Confession #11 :

Baskin robbins ( ice cream ) is actually not bad :9 one of the outlets is located at novenaaa :>

Confession #12 :
My most expensive purchase by bloshopping so far is $17.10

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from kaleidoscope ! T_T my $$$

TA DA . NICE A NOT ^^

Dear you ,

I'm just happy that i was once a chapter of your life , or maybe just a small character in that particular story line . I'm very contented alr :') I mean , we should both be happy right ? To have found someone who loved them back ? You're a nice asshole . Glad to have met you (:

XX , ME .

sometimes , a hug is all we really need .

sweet innocent decent love .

PS ♥ omggg . i didn't realised that i missed you that muchhh . it's has been like 1234567890 years since we last talked / texted / met ): IMY IMY IMY * the times we spent together * ‎"Flirtationship; More than a friendship less than a relationship" >:/

NEXT WEEK'S GONNA BE A HETIC WEEK PEOPLE . MISS ME . XX . IT'S OKAY IF YOU DON'T , FYI . CAUSE IF I HAD A DICK , YOU WOULD BE DA FIRST TO SUCK IT , BITCH :D JUST KIDDING .

Breaking Dawn - Part 1 .

2011-12-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

Went to watch breaking dawn - part 1 with the birthday girl @Kerern CanGaga yesterday . Was okay i guess ? Just that , there was this super tall guy sitting in front of me yeahhs ? :/

the wedding .

and seth is sooooooo cute .

Oh God . Can't wait for part 2 . Look at my previous post . It's updated already ^.^

Random facts 'bout me :/

2011-12-03T23:16:00.000-08:00

HAI . I'M DOING CONFESSIONS . YES . CONFESSIONS .

Confession #1 :

i swear i friggin love angmors kay ! i was at mbs last sunday and then this angmor old lady in a wheelchair smiled at me !! :D so i smiled back ! they're like so friendly ! unlike s'poreans . smile only hor . people will :

think " this girl siao eh . smile at me for whut sia -.- "
scowl at me .
ignore me .

Tskkk . Seriously man -.- _|_

Confession #2 :

Angmors boys are so fucking HAWT . they're like my total weaknesses :x

Confession #3 :

I get super high and egg-cited whenever i'm near a casino . idk why but ... omg i lub looking at the casino . HAHAHAHA .

Confession #4 :

I hate periods . i fucking hate it . it's like you're dying inside but you've no other choice other than to stay alive . LOL .

Confession #5 :

btw i hate it when people ask me to do last minute things -.- sometimes you gotta put yourselves in the other parties' shoes yeah ? ;)

Confession #6 :

I hate it when people step onto my toe/shoe & don't apologise . so i'm just like :

y'all not that pa jiao right . knn . karma will get 'chu , eventually .

Confession #7 :
I also hate it when people bump into me ( on purpose or accidental ) LOL . Y'all blind until cannot blind alr right . CCB . big sized so whut ._. everybody also need space to walk right . i tell you hor , if i got gang ah . you would still be able to make it home alive , but it's just that half the bones in your body would've been brokened / smashed k ^.^V at the very least , A-P-O-L-O-G-I-S-E can ? parents never teach you ar . TSKKK -.-

Confession #8 :
I don't really like steven lim ._. i find him super bo liao & disgusting . LOLS .

Confession #9 :
I think shane dawson is HOT .
i'm likea 1234567890-timer but who cares ?! I don't >:D

OKOKOK . enuf of confessions . i know you guys sian liao .

so ... i shall let you guys see some hawties here ( look down )

HAHAHAH :$

AWWW . FOREVER YOUNG .

Did a manicure at thomson plaza . Met @danny isnolongerirriatingkiwi ._. manicure for the first time in my life yawww .

yknw why i had one ? cause my momma said i was too " rude " in my speeches whenever i talk . Eg . when i hear smth i don't like . i'll go : " PUI AH . " then she'll be like >:O so , do manicure means i'll stare at my nails like some VAIN POT . hmph .

yada yada .

this festive season ;

2011-11-26T22:11:00.000-08:00

Dear Santa ,

All i want for this Christmas is ...

a paul frank shirt
a pair of DKNY denim shorts ( the one with spots of white splattered paint )
a jack union school bag
a fred perry backpack
a vintage sling bag
& last but not least , for everything to go smoothly next year 'cause i promise to be a good girl ;)

HEH HEH HEH . SHOOOO CUTE RIGHTTT :3

AND AND AND . I INFLUENCED MY MOM TO LIKE KPOP . WAHAHAHAHAHAH .

THAT MEANS I GET TO BUY ALBUMSSSSS NAOOOOOO . YEAAAAAAHHHHHS .

^.^

this week it's video time !

and i wanna learn how to play :

this is tae yang's wedding dress .

beast's beautiful .

big bang's haru haru .

PS . sorry for the short post :b
" whenever someone says : you're an asshole ! "
just reply " so you think you weren't a dickhead ? "
#justsaying

my skies are fucking grey

2011-11-17T18:18:00.000-08:00

Hey peopleee , sorraye for the lack of updates . alot of things on my mind nao & there seems to be a million and one things i wanna buy from blogshops :/ fuck . it's time to for a job .

k . 'nuf said . time to tell y'all what's been happening in my crazy , angry , sad & happy life :>

Reassessment was ( look below )

Seriously think i'm gonna retain -.-

15 November 2011 , Tuesday
Had physics reassessment in the morning . Got sheena to dutch braid my hair ♥ went for band camp afterwards . Had drills by sir nicholas . Lunch & dinner was totally awh-shum cause i was super duper hungryyy . when night came , we had our own performance . * pretends to be high * ~.~ then went to band room for some creeepy ghost stories >:D after that , the juniors proceeded to the bunks . My bunk was 3n2 . the awesome peepo in there were : jacqueline , krusita , hui wen , stephanie wong & corrine i guess ? while they were getting ready for bed ... we prepared for the NIGHT WALK . DENGDENGDENG . did fake punishments etc etc . then went to band room to discuss ... hohoho . yining they all wake the juniors up arnd past midnight . ok .throughout the whole night walk . i raaaan here and thereeee . scaring people * BOO * in the end , we were all so tired . we grabbed our belongings from the bunk and i fell asleep right away in the band room . zZZz .

16 November 2011 , Wednesday
Woke up at 7++ , 8++ ? oh and we slept @5.30 ? or was it 4.30 ? :/ it was super coooold . omfg >w< seriously freezing cold i swear . Had breakfast at 9.45 ? Mushroom soup + Chicken soup + white bread = breakfast ;9 tastyyyy . had drills competition in the afternoon . was in the 3rd place ! thanks to eddie sim jun biao ! for lunch it was lemon chicken rice ! fyeah . from 3-3.30 . had a sec3 + teachers-in-charge reflection session ... and i went home with kah mun & a cup of honey dew green milk tea w/ sago :D

17 November 2011 , Thursday
Clarinet section outing :) sorry but i'm lazy to elaborate >:/

I WANNA GO OUT W/ SO MANY PEOPLE DURING THE HOLS BADLY ); oh and i like comebuy's hokkaido milk teaaaaaa :3

stop the tape ; and rewind

2011-11-13T01:44:00.000-08:00

" Can we fall one more time ? Stop the tape & rewind ? "

- one direction ♥

OMFG . I ABSOLUTELY HEART LIAM JAMES PAYNE . I HEART LIAM .

I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM . I HEART LIAM .

and

MARIO MAURER IS FUCKING HOT . he's from the movie : A crazy little thing called love .

I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO . I LOVE MARIO .
He's like half thai , half german ? OH MY TIAN .

i don't care if imma two-timer . BWAHAHAHAHAH .

SHO CUTE . I'M DYING .

AWW :3

MY KIND OF PRINCE CHARMING ♥.♥

Going for reassessment and band camp soon , miss me people . xx .

PS. I just realised we indirectly kissed via your can of diet coke . LOLS . haha .

Holidays .

2011-11-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

Songs that i'm listening to right now : can't keep my hands off you , right next to you & tonight, tonight ♥

Unless you're guilty conscious , how can you be so sure i'm talking 'bout 'chu eh ? :) so therefore , don't ASSUME . You'll only make an ASS out of U and ME . Geddit ?

Music is my drug , youtube is my dealer . LOL .

Maybe i was stupid & wrong , but i honestly thought you were mine all along :(

JOBSSS , I'M DESPERATE FOR ONE D:< Got lobang ? Just text me kayy ! Tyvm :D

And i'm sooo gonna restrict myself : only one trip to mcdonalds , 7-11 per month >:B reason being : save the obvious ( $ . $ ) and lose weight yawww . i'm fat k .

Since i'm really bored , i shall state 5 random facts bout myself ._.

1. I like to eat banananananaaaaas . ( in short , bananas )

2. I'm afraid of getting hurt . Who isn't ?!

3. Will you people do me a favour ? Check out http://nerd-ee-fy.blogspot.com/ . It's a shared blogshop between me , ker ern and lisaaa . My own instocks aren't uploaded yet but stay tuned ! :>

4. My hands are itching to go shopping.

5. I ♥ jack union and cotton on items . Fyeah .

PICTURE SPAMMM :3

fucking hot right .

strangers > friends > good friends > best friends > lovers > friends > strangers .

Ain't that sad ? :')

Do you remember this , ~~my idiot~~ ?

Think out loud .

2011-10-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

HI . I'm back to updateee . Is anybody even reading ? :(

" Who do you think you are ?

Runnin' round leavin' scars ,

collectin' your jar of hearts

& tearin' love apart ? "

- Christina Perri

Okayy apparently , i'm like some kind of toy for you to play with ? :) And then oh ho ho ho ! A whole new bunch of toys arrive ! (Y) So when you're bored , i get tossed aside . u n w a n t e d . very good :D but hey . yknw whut ? IDGAF yeah ? :> I'm picking myself back up & i'm moving on , dude . Without you ? Yes , without you .

On friday we were dismissed real early like at 1030 ? so i headed to bishan park mcdonalds with randhaaa . ma bro ! ;) had a H2H as always ! omggg . loved my instant win ! Mc Spicy yawww ! HEHE . Shopped at j8 . Soooo many things i wanna buyyy ! From pencil case to badges ! The list is endless ! Afterwards , headed back to school . PTM was _____________ ( fill in the blanks ) . then mommy brought me to eat RAMEN PLAY ♥ super uber yummyyy :9 Mmm . awww-shum milkshakes they have there ! ok . idk what to blog about alr . so ... picture spam ! :3 ( not much pictures though ) oh , and i think i'll only update on weekends >:/ enjoy !

i want to get freindship braceletssss .

(ღ˘◡˘ღ)

2011-10-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

( aren't the emoticon cute ?! )

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
HI , IM BACK YAWWW .

❀◕ ‿ ◕❀

Firstly , i think i had the best birthday celebration everrr . thank you guys so much for the surprises , presents , wishes , card & alotalot more ت hehehe . i really really really enjoyed my birthday this year ♥ and it would not have been possible w/o my family and friends . just wanna say that i heart you guys out there yeah . ( even though i know you people won't be reading this ) :x

Secondly ,
dear blog ,
sorry for neglecting you .
yours truly ,
your owner here .
( k , i know this is lame but , oh well )

Thirdly , r e s u l t s . OMFG .
(╥﹏╥) i just hope that i can make it * cross fingers *

Fourthly , (<- is there such a word ) ._.
IM GONNA MISS THOSE PEOPLE THAT WENT TO NEW ZEALAND & TAIWAN . JOANNECHIN . COME BACK SOON . IMY D; HEEKERERN , ( whom i demanded for a hot guy's picture . heh ) you also come back asap !! HMPH :<

being real late for school was super fun . HAHAHAHA . only raudha knows whut i mean >:D

okok and last nut not least , council camp was okayokay . unique , i guess ? got the chance to bond with juniors that i rarely talked to :D and i saw HIM :3 i swear he looks hunk in his no. 1 :$

the ear piece that joanne bought for me is exactly the same . BE JEALOUS . just kidding .

seeing you during camp , made my day .

That's all , readers ! (｡◕‿◕｡) sorry if this post was boring ):

In retrospect ,

2011-10-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

yeah . this applies to YOU .

Nostalgia / : n
sentimental longing for the past .

exams are finally overrrrrrrrr . freedom is back . until i get my oh-so-screwed-up-resultes back . fyeah .
once again , i've got a few things that i needa get off my mind ..

" well , i've learnt to finally let go of the things that hurt me and i've also realized that i can't truly hate 'chu , can i ? Friends forever ? :) "

I really wanna thank T , E , J , A & R . for helping me to move on , you guys are awesome .

Tiara Joy ,
when you fb messaged me , i was really touched by your care and concern :') it was unexpected . we haven't been in contact for like 10 years ? you gave me words of encouragement , thanks ! so yeah , may God bless you always .

Eddie Sim ,
still the same old person i know . don't be so harsh on him can ? :( anyways , thanks for being there when i needed you .

Joanne Chin ,
i love you , my best friend . we'll pull through this alrights ! thanks for being there and lending me your ears to rant , for hearing me out when i broke down and cried .

Amelyn Tan ,
hmm , you say you're complicated huh ? ;] you have a caring personality , a never-say-die-attitude , i appreciate your efforts to cheer me up . H2H(s) with you are auuuuuu-sum yea !

Raudha ,
Bruuuuuuuuudha's for life yowwww ! :D we admire hawt guys together ! hahas ! H2H(s) with you are totally (Y)(Y) cause yknw exactly how i feel .

To him : last long with her yeahs ? my fault , couldn't let you go :> nevertheless , i prefer the o' me , the o' you & the o' us . when you had your old number back then . i've already moved on boy , just like how you did .

ok . enough .

LIAM JAMES PAYNE . OMFG .

went to bishan park mac to study before amaths exam , me and raudha saw H-O-T guys . k . i'm satisfied .

one direction . ♥

Renovated ma blog :D does it look nicer nao ?

heh heh heh . got some SHOPPING/BLOGSHOPPING to do soon !

might be going out w/ B.E.S tomorrow !

stay tuned readers ~

your love is my drug ; i'm hooked .

2011-09-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

Gotta face up to this fucking reality .

Magnum Caramel . (Y)

Song recommendations : Space Bound ♥ U-kiss ; Obsession , Someday , Take me away , Love of a friend , On the floor , Top that , Baby don't cry ♥ Super Junior ; superman :D

Mood : Emo , like always .

HAI READERS . ( If there are any ) i think u-kiss songs are awesomeeeee :> hehe , go listen ! i know i haven't been updating this dead blog and this shall be the last post before i go on hiatus ( exams yknw ? )

EOYs are like , supposed to be my priority right now ? But i can't seem to get my mind off you , yknw ? i swear jealousy kills . i'm not ready for a goodbye . Oh God , during assembly . i nearly died of jealousy . You sat so close to her . Fuck My Life . you guys kept talking and talking and talking i'm putting high hopes on you , please , don't be a disappointment . please . just keep your promise , i beg of you ..

I like you , but I ♥ him .

H2H(s) are the best sometimes . And i'm dying to go on a shopping spreeeee :(

des sentiments mélangés .

2011-09-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

Smurfs was smurfin' cute ! :3

" Lalalalalala sing a happy song ,

lalalalalala smurf the whole day long ! " ♥

watched the above movie with my tuition besties ! :D

i'm a B2UTY , CXH is a SHAWOL & SSJH is an E.L.F. ☺

B.E.S. forever ~

&& i swear cars 2 is fuckin' awesome . watched it w/ my mom and bro . thumbs uppp . (Y)

kkk , september holidays are coming to an end T.T

can you believe it ?! 1 week is gone alr . i'm so bloody screwed for EOYs :(

Oh , i think rain is kinda hawt after watching only one episode of fugitive plan B . (look below , that's him !) :DDD him and his mega cute smil-e .

i swear when you text me , it feels like i'm in heaven ♥ FYEAH . Every time they give me an excuse to forget you / to move on , you'll always come back with a reason to make me love you even more than ever .

" start anew . " pffft .

2011-08-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

" DUDE , MOVE ON . " that's what raudha would say if she catches me staring at we-know-who when he walks past . i'm jealous cause she gets to see him every mother tongue lesson . ABCDEFG :( i know i'm supposed to move on but i just miss him a fucking hell lot .

" He's not worth it . He made you cry . "
" He's a bastard . Look at the way he texts you . "

heaven by snsd . you dedicated this song to me . " I'll love you forever / i'll always love you . " You said these words to me . what are words if you really don't mean them when you say them ? what are words if they're only for good times then they don't ? Just what da fuck am i supposed to do with these memories ? Start anew . That's what you said . But yknw what ? it's easier said than done .

what you said when you left , just left me cold and out of breath . i fell too far was in way too deep . i guess i let you get the best of me . well , i never saw it coming i should have started running a long long time ago .. you took a hammer to these walls , dragged the memories down the hall , packed your bags and walked away , there was nothing i could say ..

they say the best way to get over a broken heart is to pull yourself back together and show him that you can live way better without him . i just can't bring myself to do it . i can't . i never thought i fell this hard for you . i'm afraid to fall in love again cause i'm fucking afraid of getting hurt once more .

just gimme more time to move on yeah ?

nothing hurts more than a broken heart .

2011-08-21T02:53:00.000-07:00

been ill recently , diarrhea , fever in the middle of the night, loss of appetite . i don't know what the shit exactly happened but yeah , i fell sick .

Appasionato II was fun and tiring i guess :/ ok , shall start describing .
Was egg-cited . My eyes were like huge the whole day , about to pop out of their sockets :D ate sweets during class which made me even more HIGH-per . mmm . m & m(s) Had lunch w/ pei ying , min ji and wan xin . no appetite at all , couldn't even finish a chicken burger >:/ changed into band tee and heels . i love running in heels . AHAHAHAHAHA . i'm crazy yeah ?

"Camwhored" on the bus w/ stephanie w. when we reached IJC , i swear the jc is freaking HUGE , i know why . that's cause beatty is super small ._. dksjdasb had ice breakers ya-da ya-da .

sho cute !

Had masterclasses , it was ... erm ... kinda boring :x ooops . had sound check afterwards and then we went to change then dinner-ed . no appetite once again . a $2 note saves lives yknw ! GAH . so thirsty . bought a bottle of soya milk drink :3

i swear this is freaking cute . oh God .

Concert started at 2000 w/ everybody sweating like mad . idiot didn't want to come :< sigh . was kinda screwed up . folklore was the best of all that we played so far . after we were done playing , we slacked at the back . ker ern was feeling unwell like seriously . poor her . some embarrassing things happened after that ... uhm .

Rilakkuma KitKat , you kidding me ?

Concert towards the end was (Y)(Y) . Talked to sharon , enqi , joanne etc :) didn't expect some people to come like seriously ?! you're not those kind that will enjoy this type of music yknw ? like come here for fun only -.- Anyways , thank you to all those beattyians that came to support us ♥ appreciated it greatly :] went home @ 1130 , dead tired .

Sorry . I don't know if you're reading this but yeah , i'm really sorry for making you look like a fool . my fault , okay ? :(

Idon'tknowwhattodoanymore . iknowican'tgiveuponlife,ifnoti'llbeoutofyours.

Never gonna let go cause you're worth it all .

2011-08-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

Just a quick lil update : currently having a passion for piano playing right nao :3 heh heh . i've just been to j8 recently & there are so many things i wanna buuuuy ($.$) ohoh , BMB's concert this friday @ innova jc . heart all those who are supporting us :D okayys , i fell sick a two days before the concert & sold only a pathetic 5 tickets . well , some is better than none :>

CIAOS . XX . ♥ .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! ♥

2011-08-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

IT'S SINGAPORE'S 46TH BIRTHDAY TODAY :D

happy birthday . lol .

last week was ... ok i guess :/ k , shall start listing down what happened :

Monday, 1st Aug '11 .

Had orallll . Mrs Koh BT was falling asleep right in font of me as i was talking -.- omg , like wth !

Tuesday, 020811 .

i don't remember what happened alr ._.

Wednesday, 030811 .

Had free writing test . Screwed it up badly :( *prays that i'll pass*

Thursday, 040811 .

a bad memory , i have . i don't rememeber alr x.x

Friday, 050811 .
made NRIC . ugly picture i had . ugh . had cip as well . was fun i guess :D was a noisy girl that day , yabbering all day . playing the "bubble" volleyball & the poor "bubble" died . it got ripped to shreds by the whirling fan in the canteen T.T
Folded ori-ga-mi lilies for the o' people !
IJC came to join us for band :DDD they're like so fwenly ~
Chuan jian & Ker Ern sent me home that dayyy ~ ☺

Saturday, 060811 .
Tuition the whole day : maths , english & chinese . Nearly died of exhaustion . Thank God cj was there to keep me awake & aliveee . hahas :3

Sunday, 070811 .

Went to liang court (Y) tried this shabu shabu thing :9 yum .

Monday, 080811 .
Had NDP celebration on sch . Boringggg . i made a fool out of myself that morning . was supposed to report in school uniform for band . i was the only idiot that wore house clothes -.- called lisa just in time so she could pass me sch uni . i became a PSL for half a day ! :> national anthem was screwed up real badly , got a scolding . during assembly , idiot looked up ♥ ILOVEHIM . like handsome only ~ actually planned to go out w/ him afta sch but my mom wanted me to go out w/ her ! so ... i went to novena & united square :( bought an espirit skirt , ate ice cream @ udders , lunch @ tcc , dinner @ thai express . was super duper happy at night , not telling you guys whyyyy ;x

C I A O S . X X .

lost .

2011-07-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

Remember when i cried to you a thousand times ,
i told you everything ....
you know my feelings .
It never crossed my mind that there would be a time ,
for us to say goodbye ...
what a big surprise .

okay , i know this blog has been dead for 947823541 years so yep . here i am . to update .
lots of ~~shit~~ stuff happened . ohoh . and i'm desperate to get a left ear piercing >:D random . teehee .
i don't know how to start so i'll just randomly blabber .

the whole of 25th-29th july was crazily hectic . a week full of testsss . hope that i'll score well esp. for amaths *prays* had h2h(s) w/ raudha , ker ern , lisa , stephanie jane , joanne etc. really crazy stuffs happened . yknwhat ? guys like you are total ~~assholes~~ jerks . you're so proud , you think wayyy too highly of yourself man . dude , get over it . if you ain't that good lookin' means you ain't . quit judging others . nobody's flawless . i admit . i did judge some bitches although i should not judge a book by its cover (am still judging 'em) but yours is wayyy tooo overboard >:/ you hurt something of ours called " PRIDE " .

okaiis , i remembered . i ~~hate~~ dislike volleyball . it friggin sprained my thumb and it ~~fucking~~ freaking hurt like hell . SHIT.MY.LIFE. screw it . Passing out parade happened ystd (300711) , i think i kinda looked like a total idiot cause my beret was unseasoned . fdhfdhavagr . but anyways : thanks to seniors for all the gifts and knowledge that you've passed down to us :) we'll miss ya ☺ & this reminds of smth some BITCHES did . cancelling out my signature . whatthefuck ?! yknw who you are . if you're that friggin pissed at me , why not talk to me face to face . why so afraid ? motherfuckers _|_ why can't you let bygones be bygones . stop holding onto the past . move on . at the most if you're that desperate , go stead with him . it's none of my business anymore . i don't give a shit .

amelyn says my blog posts always scold people one . kinda true exactly . lol .

" i can't differentiate between infatuation and love . " ♥ read it off from somewhere , can't remember :x i totally agree with the above statement :$

still blogshopping everywhere , in class , in school , in tuition . anywhere and everywhere imaginable :B gonna buy keychain plushies , new wallets , accessories real soon >< i wanna buy artbox pencilcase :/ hmpf . the main problem : money . ugh . (dieting in progress)

sigh , i miss you , a lot . remember the promise you made on 290711 ; 9:02PM . i'll be waiting .

Goodbye , my love ♥

2011-07-03T20:41:00.000-07:00

do you know how bad the pain you inflicted on me was ?

Monday;

Hell yeah . School started . And the most unexpected things happens . I mean its seriously shocking :x

Mmm .. sitting next to raudha in class with all that heart-to-heart talks :')

I hate the new english teacher . omg , like whatabitch .

Tuesday;

i'm so not a volleyball girl .

SERIOUSLY . STOP CALLING ME THAT , MR LEE -.-

Wednesday;

-no school-

e-learning sucked big time . cause i couldn't log in and stuffs . e-learning is totally RETARDED & LAME & A WASTE OF TIME D;

oh , my heart kinda broke ? just so you know ? :)

Thursday;

council stuffs . (private) :/

Friday;

Was like so awesome in the morning :D

thanks to chuannn jian ^^ for the chocolates :9

and benz for the gum :x

but then HCL was pure _|_ . unreasonable bitch .

Did science buskers try-out in the afternoon and merryl brought her camera ><

*SNAP, SNAP* lols , i know i'm lame .

At the end of the day , we've to thank the ncc boys for helping us a bit for our project but nevertheless i think they're scary ._.

Saturday;

skipped tuition & went for a buffet instead .

loved the fooooood . chocolate fondue ~ *faints*

went shopping , was texting cj .

he's a real sicko . tsktsk .

but then , at the later part of the day , i fell sick and vomitted . GAH .

At some points of my life , i felt really happy with all the friends that i have around me . They've made my day by making laugh like a mad woman , blushed in embarrassment & making me a clown . Thanks for making me satisfied with what i have right now :)

this blog might kinda be outdated at times but i promise i'll definitely update k ? Remember that ... (look below)

oh no . ☠

2011-06-24T17:59:00.000-07:00

BLEH :B

OMG , holidays ending soon already x.x

like wtfudge .

my holidays were supposed to be productive ._.

w-ell, it kinda was but not enough :x

projects are definitely gonna be late minute work :(

missed seeing my idiot

since i'm grounded and i can't go out to shop , i've used back my old ways , BLOGSHOPPING . teehees . might be getting a new roulailai wallet soon ♥ $7.90 only ! :D

Sigh , still got a pile of ~~shit~~ homework to be completed . zzz .

holidays are just not loooooooong enough :<

ohoh and i love watching dong yi !

can His Majesty and Dong Yi get any sweeter ?! x3

when school starts , problem arises .

i kind of prefer to have my tuition buddies to be my school mates , i feel happier w/ them . cause i know that things like gossip , backstabbing ain't gonna happen .

hope to see you soon boy

My To-do List
Completed homework yet ? ✘

Revised yet ? ✘

Packed my table ? ✘

Cut hair yet ? ✔

Got injured ? ✔

Had fun slacking ? ✔✔

i got all the non-related-to-studies-things done !

yay . (Y)(Y) -.-

i'm so screwed ;A;

p.s i hate you -.-

reputation . ☹

2011-06-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

It isn't easy to keep a good reputation :

Eg . If you suddenly become too close with the guys , people will call you " Bitch . " " Oh , what-a-slut . "

If you just ended a friendship , the other party might start spreading untrue rumours and those that are hungry for gossip , will hear of it and then KABOOM the whole school knows about some shit that ain't true . Bloody ****** ******* .

Nobody is perfect , everybody has flaws .

Just expressing out my thoughts again :) no harm intended .

teehees . despite the fact i scored like shit , i have to love my mommy sometimes .

i got a super prettaye blouse from LALU @ liangcourt ; hair accessories ; new specs from agnes b.

omg la . went out alot of times although i'm grounded :x whee ~ happygirl_96 . oh and i'm sad to say , i'm an impulsive blogshopper >:/ right now i want a fred perry bag ! i also want a vintage bag , a cotton on bag and there ! you see ! the list is forever . grrrrrr . i have to control myself . tsk .

Another thing , homework . It makes me sad & frustrated at the thought of it . *ARGHHHHHHH . * holidays are gonna be over soooooon :< still got such a HUGH pile to be done . sighhhh . oh & i'm going update once a week only ._. cause i'm really busy busy busy . nananana . gonna cut my fringe soon .

that's all for this week unless i edit this post again , ciaos ! ♥

2011-06-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

when can i ever , stand strong ?

cry cry cry . only know how to cry . i hate myself for being so weak.

i'm not gonna be at your beck-and-call anymore . you guys only want me to be in your 'clique' when you need me . oh please , not anymore . you guys are going solo . And you , bitch , you say you don't like people flirting and you ?! Go around posting on the other guy's wall i love you , oh i love you , shyshy :$ and then oh , just kidding only -.- _|_
L O L . sluttt much ? :) stop attracting unwanted attention puh-leaze . *rolls eyes* too bad you can't get the guy you want yeah ?
too bad , for me , i'll say : your loss , his gain ;D

yes & i know some people , after seeing what i post , you'll say i keep criticizing others . but that's the truth about what i honestly think about some people .

so pretty :D click to enlarge !

kaykays , done ranting about what's bugging my mind these days :]

hoho shall start blogging pro-per-ly .

O-m-geez , i love arvil lavigne's SMILE , I LOVE YOU & GOODBYE LULLABY ♥

And since that day,

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,

Yeah.

And that's why... I smile,

It's been a while,

Since everyday and everything has felt this right...

And now,

You turn it all around,

And suddenly you're all I need,

The reason why-I-I-I,

I smi-I-ile.

& i love you (some parts only)

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
And I, I like the way, you're such a star
But that's not why I love you, hey
Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you
lala, lalalala, lala, lalala
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey
Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Her lyrics are like so meaningful :3

oh gawsh .

she's awesum ttm .

sorry for the looong lyrics post X.X gotta strain your eyes T.T

My holidays are like so homework-ful .

homework homework homework .

tuition tuition tuition .

but yeah , gotta start mugging real hard . results like shit , as always . ooh and i want a POLAROID CAMERAAAAAAAAAA badly :(

im sorry :

2011-05-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

Omggg , my results are like pure shit .
not a single subject over 6O ?! @#$%^&*
lots of things happened these few days and they got me emotionally wrecked .

It's hard to choose between the importance of a girlfriend and a guyfriend ;

who should come first ?

its like , your girlfriends will stand by you no matter what , but there's a thing called " back-stabbing " that makes me worry . they know how its like to be a girl to experience this thing called PMS , all the happy times gossiping , bitching around , trusting one another with your secrets ...they've been through with you thick & thin ... *sighs(inserts sad face)*

And your amazing guyfriend , someone whom you are so emotionally attached with , might be playing with your feelings all along . Who knows ? He gives you everything that you can ask for : warm bear hugs , those innocent kisses on your cheeks / forehead , saying those words that you want to hear so badly and that those words make your day (<3) everything just seems so real , so perfect...sometimes , they are also better listeners than girls & they are also there for you whenever you need them(welll, most of the time ;b)...

im scared , for i have been scarred & hurt .

nobody wants to get hurt 'cause its painful .

who to trust ? who should you side ?

just a random rant : might be getting braces during june hols soon ~ im scared of the painnnn ><

nao i shall let the pictures express my emotions :

i(heart)you .

ILY <3

innocent .

-hawtness overload-

cutest baby spongebob & patrick everrr <3

HI ✌ warning : super looong post ! :P

2011-05-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

exams are overrrrrrrrrrr .
that's why i'm here .
so many things have happened within like what , a period of one month?
aaand i so do not want to get back my results x_x myes screwed me up tothemax .
slacking like some pig at home :/
i wanna shop so badly ! D: having some elmo craze now :D
okay . i shall blog properly , starting from the first day of the exams :

Day 1 , wednesday :
english paper .
it was okay i guess :<
it's the paper which i have the most confidence right nao ._.
Day 2 , thursday :
HCL .
like seriously , wtf ttm .
that bitch who set the paper did it on purpose to make it so fucking hard .
i nearly died -.- zzz
Day 3 , friday :
social studies & emaths paper 1 .
ughh , maths so many careless = gg.com
ss , *sigh*
Day 4 , tuesday :
chemistry & history .
i heart ms agnes lim . she rocks .
chem was like do-able (Y)(Y)
history was ... ok i guess :\
Day 5 , wednesday :
Amaths & POA .
FML _|_
Day 6 , thursday :
physics & mcq .
physics killed me . (mentally)
mcq revived me :)
Day 7 , friday :
OMFG . LAST PAPER FOR MYE .
was happy ttm xD
emaths paper 2 .
was careless again , like how stupid can i get ?!
afterwards went to nex with raudhaaaa ( my awesome brudddddah ) & sebastian ! ate texas chicken and had like a super interesting yet retarded talk and HELL YES ,
I'M FAT .
hahas , you might think i'm nuts but i'm not k . kinda addicted to diet coke nao . teehee :] met my favorite idiot afterwards , bought some stuff and went home . kekeke . ^^

♥ ,
grace .

pictures to share :

teentop <3

n o t i c e

2011-04-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

shall not update till exams are over .
im like some kind of hardcore blogshopping freak :/ sigh
exams are coming , stressed ttm .
however i've got anime to de-stress myself .
i <3 gosick ~

BANG BANG BANG BOOM .

2011-04-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

i'm back from sec 3 adventure camp ~
it was fun , loved boom-net , shiok max .
did countless rounds :D
heh heh .
hill trekking killed me .
i nearly died .
i like coconut climbing ^^
fishing was epic phail .
sky walk & flying fox freaked me out ><
the food was okayyy .
bonded well with my class :)
B2 WON , the unity thing x)
YEAHH .
camp fire was boringggg.
and lots of ppl say my laugh dam sacarstic ):
sad die me .

this is a short post i know .
- ciaos

2011-03-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

HI :3
new blogskin yeah ?
can't seem to put my shoutmix in D:
stay tuned for more posts kay ? :)

P.S. might be opening a blogshop during the hols w/ amelyn :x